the shooting

I was going for the Imodals shooting this morning...finally...Actually I had not tell my parents about this yet,and only my brother and I knew about this,and he promised to lent me the amount needed after he went and understood the situation.By the way,when I was waiting for him this morning(he went back to Kuching and coming back this morning),he asked me to tell my daddy first.I was shocked because I dont want to tell my parents and anybody else about this first as I knew most of them will disagree with me,but I know this is the only way to let him borrowing me the money.hahaha.So I dared myself to call him and Of course, being his eldest daughter that lives with him for about 19 years,what I guess is exactly wont go wrong and it is definately right,I know my daddy will agree once he understand the things well,hahaha.He agreed and my brother is speechless,so he lend me the money i needed.hahaha.Anyway,thanks alot yea,Khong ko~hahaha.I will not forget you if I can earn alot from there,TQ>
After I get the money from him,I straight away went to the company.I spent half of my day over there,taking 10 different styles of pictures,tiring...
hahaha,however.the stylist and the cameraman are nice,and they treated me good.the stylist even told me how to change my bad habit---bad posture and my eyelid problem.hahaha.Thanks.and I will try to change my bad habits.hehehe.My image consultant even asked me am I hungry caused I went there for half day and did I eat.I was actually hungry but lie to him,cause very shame to say "yeah,hungry ah."hahaha.anyway,thanks for caring me.I know,there is always I am the one who being protected and being sayang by the people surrounding me.Just like what the cameraman said," I treat u better than others do.You should feel it right?" hahaha.I know and thanks.I know that,cause I know you kept trying to be humour with me when you see I am tire.Thanks.
I miss curry  a lot,so after the shoot I went to 85 cafe near my house to have the curry meal! hahaha,still,my mama and my aunty's curry is the best.hahaha,begin to miss it! hmm...
anyway,as what I can feel and I have to conclude it,there are alot of people who care and love me,I know it.Thank you for your care and love.But there is some times you have to let me fall and let me face the difficulties,what you have to do is stand aside,see me fall down and hold me on when I was tire and has no more strength.The experience will tell everything to me.
I love you all.thanks for being there for me.
have a nice day.
good luck.