telling the TRUTH

Everyone seems to know that I was going for a shooting,just I am the one who is still in the drum,dont know they knew it.I thought I can rely on the people i told to not tell anyone,but the fact is,cant.what other say is true,"once a secret is shared,it is no more a secret." Anyway,I cant do anything now,hahaha,beside telling the truth.
Just now called my parents,my papa asked me if I had to pay for the shooting(cause i dint tell him i have to pay for the shooting first before i can get advertisement to do),I told him the truth and said YES,and told him not to worry about me because I planned everything,if he still cant trust this,I wont go back if I cant earn the money back._SILENT_hahaha,then,of course,as a loving papa,he agreed with me and support me.hahaha
Actually I already suspected if everybody knows about this matter,because that day I called my sister,and she said,"are you sure u don owe khong money anymore?" Hahaha,i lied to her,but from there I knew something was wrong...somebody spreaded the news,and I know who is that person.hahaha.
I am not saying that keep this secret and make it like a mysterious for others,the matter is i dont like other to think I am not realistic,and keep to think of famous or anything else,and dont want other has chance to gossiping me or talk something bad about me.I just DONT LIKE IT!this doesnt matter for me,because I am not at home,but how about my parents? Especially my mama,she cares alot what people say about us.I dont want to upset her.Anyway,my lie since to break out~ hahaha.I feel a glimpse of relief,for sure,cause no need to carry the cant-tell-burden everyday,and have to think how to lie so they will not worry.It is HARD!!!arrrhhh~ finally,I dont need to suffer anymore,hahaha
Since everyone knew already,then I can post my photos up in facebook and talk about this matter freely.hahaha.By the way,I am stil who I am,the one with the biggest smile that will not fade.hahaha
good luck.
have a nice day.