Everything is over...

I almost forgot when I felt down since long time ago if I did not feel down these days...the word 'sad' seems not in my brain memory.or had i just ignore its presence?I thought Im a very optimistic girl,not until all these matters come and ruin my life...
All of the things came out like bees,non-stop buzzing around my ears and im hardly breathe among these days.I felt really stress with all the things that come out together.I thought Im strong enough to get through all these stuff myself,but mind is not the same as what exactly i can do,how sad... Im not brave and strong enough to endure hardship,or because Im too small to understand the world yet?
I thought Im an inhuman that live with cold mercury in my body instead of blood,but the fact seems to blow my mind away.Im just an ordinary human,and for more,just a girl.I thought im different if compared to other,especially in thinking.but see,I stil can be FRUSTRATED with the small case like this!!!ahhh.haiz.funny...
first is the projects.haiz...the ps project like shit la.and i had redone all the structure again and again.Hope this time teachers wont comment alot lu.this is what i got in exchange with my holidays.imagine i have to finish my holidays with the stupid papers...hahaha.Anyway,I had never regret i take this extra subject la.just have to gambate lu...
And the worst is yesterday,when I willing to update my gadget.I tried to add and add and add the gadget.and then the trouble came out.Dont know what had i done and my profile all gone,no matter how i tried stil the same.with full of despair and depression,I quited my blog and jz couldn't stop my mind to think about this.I was wonderin why i am doing this and why my hand so kepo...hahaha.luckily,I able to change it back right now...know,this thing make me cant sleep in the night and I woke up in the midnight and stil,thinking of this idiot matter.hahaha.
And I have a weird dream.Or I should say a rather sweet dream.hahaha.Do u believe?
some1 is supporting me in the daily real life.and his supports always bear in my mind when im depressed.and yesterday,wheen i fell into sleep with all sorts of bad feelings,he came to my dream,sayang my head and told me:Everything is over.hahaha.really nice and i realised i slept really deep after that.hahaha.really thanks to u...I say Im mercury de,and I'll recover very fast de.hehehe.maybe u duno,but ur support do mean alot to me.hehehe.Thanks yea!
Anyway,I just know when I woke up this morning,all my bad mood had gone and I know,I wil face all the hardship again,with full strength and charged mercury.
hahaha.anyway,wish me luck yea. and hope tis really can over quickly.
and remember to smile,k?
gambate and hav nice day.

Funny Sports Day

hahaha.beautiful pic 1st.hahaha.colourful neh~


this is the pic upon our real performance.tidy ler~hahaha

The vey 3rd and 4rd of April were Gapor sport's day!Since I was the kind of 'active' gal tat love to play and challenge around,that was why i was taking part in 3 events...hahaha.and i really did enjoy the ran very much.hehehe.
I was very busy throughout the day,and i did not know why should i be so busy?hahaha.but it was ok,cause i enjoyed my time.hahaha.the other thing was i was in-charge in the pemakanan thing.hahaha.see how much ong i had to became the ketua of tis group.hahaha.got alot to eat!!!wahahaha,but not nice de. -.-!!! and the time met my events,so the teacher began to bla alot,jz like the bee non stop buzzing around our ears.hahaha.fortunately,frens and cousins help me and i was able to finish my task.hahaha.
Very happily and luckily,blessing from my frens and teachers,I managed to get 1 bronze for 3ooom event.hahaha.tis was the challenge i gave myself for the sport's day tis year and i realised it,even though jz no3,but it does mean alot to me!hahaha.nobody knows how hard did my mind race with my stamina,I had nearly given up.hahaha.and wat?I had done it!tis prove tat i really can if I want it!!!yes!gambate to myself. I was receiving prize from penyelia petang.My prize for 2009 sport's day!

There is one important thing tat i wanna share!!!hahaha.Thanks for the ahli hakim balapan!
thanks for letting me past the garisan penamat!tat was my aim!and at the last event i touched it!
I m so happy and gladful at tat historical moment!It was really meaningful to me!
Thanks again.really feel grateful for u ppl.maybe none of u wil know how ur small action wil affect my mind.hahaha.cause finally I got it!and touched it with my bear hands!nearly dropped my tears ah!hahaha.but disappointedly,I din take any pic for that meaningful moment(jz meaningful and historically for myself la)!hahaha.
besides, oso got performing lu.thanks to everyone,the perfomance ended interestingly,though i did a small mistake.hahaha.
tis is the last year i was in tis school,and last year i took part in the sch sport's day.hahaha.Appreciate tat i could finished my tasks and my events.hehehe.
anyay,have a nice day yea.
remember to smile o!