there seems no end
to arrive
finishin line...
I smile loudly
jz only to show
how lonely Im
Heart ...
pain queitly
I laugh
but tears
are hidin
somewhere
waitin for me
somehow
it will come out
mockin my idiotiness
that owaz pretend
not to care
and
not to be sad
smile
is a protective layer
with bright color
yet,
carryin unknown hurt...
dream,
seems to be
farer and farer
I held out my hand
but no one catch me
I fell and never stand again
I had lost my dream
even
lostin...
Myself...
Im there Im
the only IM...
