梦游记

Life is Dream Walking; I dream Walking in my LIFE^^

讽刺

很多人都会问:为什么到现在还不找男朋友?
我回答: 为什么我要找男朋友? 而不是男朋友来找我?
很讽刺~

我是女生,我应该有所矜持不是吗? 难道要我放下矜持告白,然后换来的只是耻辱的回答?
非常讽刺~~

若我放下尊严喜欢你,却得到你的冷淡,那是你的不对还是我的错?错就错在我喜欢上不喜欢我的你,所以可以被冷落。
真的很讽刺~~~

曾经想爱过,
曾经付出过,
曾经失望过,
曾经鼓起勇气,
曾经深深的受伤,
却不曾经在爱情里被疼爱过……
爱情没有绝对的对错,却也没有绝对的牺牲……
真的非常讽刺~~~~

"现在女生向男生告白已经很普遍了,为什么不试试看呢?那不代表你不矜持啊~”
让我告诉你一个故事:

你希望自己是个跳水高手,与此同时,你又怕高。
第一次,你鼓起了全世界聚集在你身上的勇气,爬上了那好高好高的跳板。你很兴奋,却也很担心,五味杂陈,不知道要如何表达那时的感受。
接着,你深深吸了一口气,一股脑儿的往下跳……
迎接你的原本该是温柔的池水,但是偏了,你跌落在池水边的冰冷陆地上,头破血流……
从此以后,你不敢再跳水了,更别提成为高手了。
直到有一天,池水告诉你:“来吧! 这次我一定把你接稳!我把自己放大些,别担心!”
你犹豫不决。头上的伤虽然痊愈,但是已留下不可磨灭的伤疤。
无论如何,为了自己的梦想,你决定再试一次。
然后……你……
被我骗了!
因为池水不可能会开口说话,不可能会有奇迹出现。所以,你,还是那个原来的你。
抚着头上的伤痛,你坐在观众席上,看别人跳水,安慰安慰自己。而你再也不敢鼓起勇气去尝试那曾经让自己心痛的往事了。

看的懂其中的寓意吗?

当你第一次鼓起一辈子以来最大的勇气来告白的时候,以为迎接你的是温暖的怀抱,但是希望落空,你被拒绝了,伤痕累累……第二次,当爱再次告诉你,给自己多一个机会吧! 你已经恐惧了,不敢再尝试了。因为爱是盲目的,它看不见你的悲哀,它只晓得你想被爱。你明白,一味的付出及告白,并不代表奇迹会眷顾而降临在你身上。所以现在的你,只好以旁观者的角度,看着别人分分合合,告诫及安慰自己了。
超级大讽刺!

爱没有黑白,没有是非对错,只有牺牲付出。可是这不代表你付出的越多,所得到的就会越丰厚。所以,当你无悔的付出时,请别想要有所收回。就把它当作泼出去的水,永远也收不回来了。
看开点,日子就会好过很多。大家加油!

我的眼睛

我的眼睛
就像是天空

当我开心时
万里晴空
天气晴朗
滋润着花草树木
我的微笑更似春风
沐浴着所有人都心情
当我伤心时
乌云密布
哗啦啦掉下来的雨水
溅湿了大地
跌进来心谷
掉落在地面上的水滴
如我心
碰地即碎
暴风雨将一切理智淹没

幸运的是
碎了一地的泪滴
会慢慢蒸发
重新被阳光接纳
再次轮回……

眼睛,
是心情表现屋……

累赘

累赘默默爱着你,不是一种罪
刻意不想你,是一种刺锐
不能再爱了,是一种心碎

静静的转身,是一种后退
无言的离开,是一种干脆
微笑的泪滴,是一种点缀

旁观你悲泣,是一种不对
看见你孤单,是一种惭愧

看见你改变,是一种欣慰
看见你微笑,是一种领会
看见你幸福,是一种珍贵

拒绝你的好,是一种自卫
因为喜欢我,是一种累赘……

Memorable Dizigui level1 6-12 September 2010

We went to KL first before we headed to Chung Hua cultural Education Centre at Selangor. Our trip at KL was very rushed. Our flight delayed so we reached there late at about 9pm something. Then we went for our dinner + supper. After that we shopped around and able to get some souvenirs. After that, we went back to our hotel and waited for the next day to come! The next morning,after we had our breakfast, we went to Sungai Wang, Time Square.We were like ‘seeing flowers when riding a horse.” Hahaha. That was funny! At around 2pm, we headed to the place where the course was held.
It was a one week course hold in Selangor, from 6th to 12th September 2010. When I first reached there, I was totally amazed! Hahaha. The scenery is extremely beautiful that I thought I was somewhere out of the world! And my first impression to those volunteer staffs there were: OMG! So polite! Hahaha
For the first day, we were given some notes and books. We were like baby, learnt from the basis, from sitting, standing, sleeping, and eating to greeting. It was so surprise the habits we did everyday are so wrong!
Our first class was given by Mr. Lee, I remembered some quotes he said which I think is very true:
1. We always ignore the minor habits, but it is these things that make us ungentle.
2. Do things for sincerity, not for formality.
Yes, we should do everything from our heart.
After the dinner, we had an introduction session. Everyone had to introduce themselves on the stage. It was so call ‘ice breaking session’. Wow! It was cool as I could make friends with different backgrounds and countries!
On the second day, we gathered at 6.30 am and then matched down to ground floor to do an exercise that they called it “8 duan jing”.
After the breakfast, we went for our classes again. Due to the packed schedule, we did not have much break, and seriously it was tiring!
One of the teacher, Teacher song who gave us talks on Chinese Culture, said, ”the whole world can betray you, but you cannot betray anyone.”
I love this quote so much! Hahaha
Then , we learnt about Chinese characters. I found some characters were really interesting when she gave some examples like ‘忍’( a blade put on the heart) and ‘卡’´which is the combination of ‘上’ and ‘ 下’ . Some more as different dialects has different pronounciation of the character, it might be misinterpreting. For instances, try to read this: ‘吃晒巨’ in Cantonese and in Hokkien. Hahaha.
At night we watched a Korean movie, ‘The Way Home’. It was about how a dumb grandma changed her stubborn naughty grandson throughout the days they lived together. At the end of the movie, the self-centred naughty grandson began to change and love his grandma. It was so touching and I wish I can share it with my friends someday.
Besides, we also had singing session which we learnt to sing and practice sign language. The song we sang included ‘rasa sayang’. Mr. Billi suggested that maybe next time we can learn to sing Hakka song which can interact all the participants! Hahaha it was a great idea! To our dismay, Teacher Huang was going to leave as she had to go to Sibu for another course. All of us felt so upset as she was leaving as we enjoyed the class with her!
The next day, Teacher Lily taught us calligraphy. She explained why we should learnt it. The reasons were to make us concentrate better, purify our mind, be perseverance and it is a foundation for the education too! We also learnt to do lotus from her. It was not tough but I torn my lotus petals.hahaha. We did not have time to continue our Chinese knot learning,and she promised us that we can learn it at Dizigui Level 2.
Later, we had our singing class and lectures from Teacher Song again! They were the most enjoyable classes I love them so much! We watched another movie at night, ‘True Warrior’. In the movie, there was a conversation at the end of the movie:
“where are you?”
“in this moment.”
“When are you?”
“ now.”
… …

Wow! So meaningful but so sorry that I could not recall the last sentence!
Some more!
Dead is not sad, the sad thing is most people did not live at all.”
Stop thinking things outside yourself and start finding inside.”
This is a movie filled of inspirations and motivations.
At the second last day of the course, we were given talk by Teacher Yeo. He is also the one I admired as the talks he given was always so motivated! He motivated us by asking us to shout “challenge!” “ I will do my best!”…and after the course, I could still see some of the course mates shouted these! Hahaha. It seems rooted in our hearts.
And he told us, ‘ tomorrow I will make you cry more.’ OMG! We seem to cry everyday and he wanted to make us cry again at the last day.hahaha. Indeed, he managed to do it with great success!
The last day of course, we were first given a game called “trust fall”. Each of us stood up on a higher place where the other people holding you when you lied down. It really needs courage and a lot of trust! The successful moment of his arrived when we were asked to give 3 goodness of other. I thought I could hold my tears, but when I was the receivers, and even the givers had not finished their sentences, I began to cry and we cried and hugged together. hahaha. We shared a lot of things there. Actually we were given options whether you want to shake hand or hug by playing ‘1 2 zoom’. But then, we did not have to play that and just straight away hugged each other. I remember one of the elderly said, ‘whenever I see you talked on the stage, it makes me feel like want to cry.’ OMG! Hahaha. I did not mean that! Hahaha. Perhaps I have the ability to touch people’s heart? Lalala…
Before the course ended, we had our group presentations. Group 1 acted movie, Group 2 sang songs and gave teachers cards, Group 3 sang ‘You raised me up’ and Li Ting gave some words of appreciation to the teacher and Our group presented a poem. The last program we did was watching the video they made which full of our photos during the course. Alamak! All my photos were crying! And my sister blamed the video maker, ‘ why all my photos were when I was crying?’ hahaha. Anyway, the video made us cried harder as we were going to leave, and the video was the only proof and memory we had there. Hahaha. I found my long-lost-sister, Lisa, at there too. Together we can form MonaLisa. ^^ hahaha. I also found a brother there,which together with my sister we formed ‘闪亮三姐妹’. He was 超级闪; I am 大闪 and my sister is小闪. Hahaha. It was nice! Wow…
This course really gave me so much “AHA!” hahaha.
Before we left,we hugged each other again and reminded them to visit each other! Aha, it was so ‘unleaveable’ and I wanted to stay! hahaha


Tis is me and Li Ting
tis is me my found bro and my sis
lisa^^
shi yi and xin nee
Teacher Lily
Yap
the author,Mr.Billi^^
my sis and me at the lakeside
me with the bright red bridge!
yun tong!
group photo!
KEEP IN TOUCH yea LISA, MEI YUN,JUE HUI, LI TING, SHI YI,XIN NEE, YAP, YUN TONG, UNCLE PHUN…

Miss and love you all. Hope to see you if I can make it to level 2!
Those memories will not be deleted from my brain forever.
Good luck and take care.
Have a nice day!