Its ok I didnt get it O:)

The day seems longer than usual,I couldn't wait for anymore minute longer,yet,I told myself not to panic and don't put on so much of hope on it.
The moment arrived and I was panicked when I couldn't log in to view my status.hahaha.After couple of times of trying,guess what?
I DIDN'T GET IT!
Feeling little of dismay and disappointed,why? Why I didn't get it? I don't know.I have done my best in my exam,interview,but what I got is "tidak dapat menawarkan"!
Anyway,there are lots of friends that did not get this too,so,I don't mind anymore! I understand clearly how they picked,what to do,this is MALAYSIA!
By the way,I am quite confuse where to study the next.After a long stay in Singapore,I felt like not going anywhere else to study but in my own hometown,with all my friends and family over there.But then,I also felt like going to other places to study as what I dreamt and to gain more experience.
Though there are lots of university for me to pick,I still don't know where to go.
last time,my first wish is to go Monash University,who knows they doesn't give full scholarship,so--->give up.
now,I am considering
1.HELP UNIVERSITY COLLEGE for the Psychology course at august intake(but just now went to research and read that it is quite expensive and hard to graduate,is that true?)hahaha
2.SEGI COLLEGE,Sarawak for the American Degree transfer Program,which I can study at Kuching for 4 years or I can choose to go other place to pursue my studies!
3.UCSI kl for the september intake for foundation in psychology.
4.SUNWAY in KL for the psychology program...
hmm,if I have to study in KL and I have to rent a room or house there o,reluctant to do so because I have to pay!hahaha,I want to save all my money la.anyway,if I study in KL and there will be a chance for me to be more independent though I have to make new friends there and miss old friends here,and it will be a better opportunity for me to find some part time job for myself to gain more experiences! hahaha
My mama said if I really go to KL and maybe can ask my papa to go with me and find room for me first,hahaha.It is ok I did not get it,I know there will be more pathways for me.hahaha
wow! I think alot.
And I think more! hahaha.
should I change my dream course to other like biomedic or biology or just simply the business or science?
oww!hahaha,I dont know...
hmm.what to do now? I dont know la! hahaha.so lazy to think anymore.Just wait for the matric reappealing result tomorrow and see how first.hahaha.all the best luck to all my friends! don't give up o~
good luck
gambate.