All of the things came out like bees,non-stop buzzing around my ears and im hardly breathe among these days.I felt really stress with all the things that come out together.I thought Im strong enough to get through all these stuff myself,but mind is not the same as what exactly i can do,how sad... Im not brave and strong enough to endure hardship,or because Im too small to understand the world yet?
I thought Im an inhuman that live with cold mercury in my body instead of blood,but the fact seems to blow my mind away.Im just an ordinary human,and for more,just a girl.I thought im different if compared to other,especially in thinking.but see,I stil can be FRUSTRATED with the small case like this!!!ahhh.haiz.funny...
first is the projects.haiz...the ps project like shit la.and i had redone all the structure again and again.Hope this time teachers wont comment alot lu.this is what i got in exchange with my holidays.imagine i have to finish my holidays with the stupid papers...hahaha.Anyway,I had never regret i take this extra subject la.just have to gambate lu...
And the worst is yesterday,when I willing to update my gadget.I tried to add and add and add the gadget.and then the trouble came out.Dont know what had i done and my profile all gone,no matter how i tried stil the same.with full of despair and depression,I quited my blog and jz couldn't stop my mind to think about this.I was wonderin why i am doing this and why my hand so kepo...hahaha.luckily,I able to change it back right now...know,this thing make me cant sleep in the night and I woke up in the midnight and stil,thinking of this idiot matter.hahaha.
And I have a weird dream.Or I should say a rather sweet dream.hahaha.Do u believe?
some1 is supporting me in the daily real life.and his supports always bear in my mind when im depressed.and yesterday,wheen i fell into sleep with all sorts of bad feelings,he came to my dream,sayang my head and told me:Everything is over.hahaha.really nice and i realised i slept really deep after that.hahaha.really thanks to u...I say Im mercury de,and I'll recover very fast de.hehehe.maybe u duno,but ur support do mean alot to me.hehehe.Thanks yea!
Anyway,I just know when I woke up this morning,all my bad mood had gone and I know,I wil face all the hardship again,with full strength and charged mercury.
hahaha.anyway,wish me luck yea. and hope tis really can over quickly.
and remember to smile,k?
gambate and hav nice day.
