I was totally blank when I first went into the class, people that I did not know at all, the different way of settings of furniture and class, the lecturer that I had never familiar with... I was totally left out, did not know what should I do, as I am really not the type that will talk to others before others started to talk to me. I still miss my friends so much, 3gu6po~ hehehe. they are my BBF! I got my first shocked here, as for the whole week which we had 4 classes, we introduced ourselves. I wondered the lecturers can remember our name or not. And my guessing was right, but some, they did not know who are you. SAD... hahaha. Don't really care actually. And what's more, the course mates are very easy going, and they love to make friend. I am very lucky to enter this class, as I am half stepping on my dream, and I have such many nice new friends, though their attitude is very different and kind of...weird.wahahaha
I was again surprised, by the TURNITIN...OMX! hahaha shocked as that was my first assignment. Luckily, that was not a big deal. hahaha. haiz... assignment can kill,, especially for that subject! hahaha. the exam also a part of shocking; as I couldn't catch what is the format, and acted like a fool.hahaha.
Aside from studies, I have surprised in Love as well. Surprisingly, I begin to fall for you, as you are not my cup of tea. I am wondering why...huh~ anyway, I do not want to be your burden, that is why I keep it to myself, and you are the only one who guessed it out.How stupid! hahaha. well, whether you tell other or not, I cannot be sure... Be quiet is the only thing I can do. I know you wont love me.I will not say that I am not hurt at all, but I will be fine someday^^
Another surprise from the loved one as well... I never knew you did visit my blog. That is why I kept writing on my feeling towards you. hohoho... this time I really don't know where to put my face when I see you... zZZ... hahaha. so paiseh as my posts so SEXY~ wahahaha... I am sorry if you feel confused or sorry or guilty towards me, I don't mean to make you feel so... hahaha. But ho, you are good at pretending, if you did not tell me I really wont know you had read my blog... hahaha. ANYTHING. Thank you.
One surprise from my darling, Jane who wishes to be the intermediate person to introduce a guy to me. hahaha. well, really surprised as she said she thought of me since she first saw the guy. hahaha. well, you know my taste, I am sure of it^^ thanks alot for you kepoING... Hope you don't mind I share it here. I really appreciate that you still concern about me even we did not meet so often after SPM. well, wish you all the best! Muakz~
Now, I am surprised with myself. hahaha. I am still who I am, who love to laugh and smile, but lost the enthusiasm to do something... haiz. Find me someone to accompany me to walk the way back. hahaha. yo my friends!where are you? And I found that I am actually suffering night blindness,Think back all those time when I was younger, I used to on the light even when the day is still visible. and the illness for 9 years, but still not be able to cure even I had changed so many doctors.
The other shocking-my-life-off thing is I always have the same nightmare, the vampire...since I was young. The sane vampire, same locations, with the up-to-date individuals around me. It is scary and I was so scare until I did not dare to sleep as I afraid it might attack me again in the dream recently. T.T ... I feel like I want to cry so much but I cannot find a reason to cry. Since when I faded my mask to be strong and becoming weaker? I still alone and there is no reason why I should be weak, as I have not found anyone who I can lean on. I don't mind to find slowly. I am still the mercury, strong enough the withstand the temperature!
jia you jia you! I am at my best!
gambate!
have a nice day everyone~
