Not-the-first CAKE

Hahaha,dont blame me for giving the title the name.hahaha.Because this is not the first time I bake cake.hehehe.By the way,this is the most success cake I had made in my life...wow~ hahaha
The first cake I made is when I was primary 6 I think,for Teacher's day.hahaha.That cake quite nice,I wont comment on it,though it would not raise...hahaha(because it is my first time,so wont grumble on it)hahaha.
About this cake,I used the simplest ingredients and materials:butter,sugar,self-raise flour,yeast(just in case it wil not raise again,so bought this),vanilla essence,eggs and evaporated milk.For the deccoration,I used raisin and walnuts,actually i wanted to buy cream to cover my cake,but the cream is expensive,not in my bajet,so just give up.hahaha.But the cake is still quite nice.hehehe.
Today is a friend's birthday,so I just simply uploaded the picture I took to Facebook and tagged him.hahaha.
hmm,dont know what will the cake taste like...hahaha.I put too much butter,so the cake look a little oily.hahaha.Anyway,it will be tasted nice for me! hahaha.

this is the upper view of my cake.nice right?

this is from the side view.hahaha.

next time when my birthday maybe will do myself a cake,hahaa,fruit cake,with fresh cream and jelly as layers between the cake.see whether can onot,wahahaha,and I will  be back next month! youuuuhuuuu~

hahaha,today is my off day and surprisingly I dint go out! hahaha.Slept until 12pm and then dont quite remember what I have done anymore.hahaha

Hey Chris,do u see this? I succeeded! hahaha,want me teach you how to do cake? hahaha

That's all from me for now.hahaha

have a nice day.

good luck

Palm Reading

One of my colleage was reading palms for my other 2 colleages.Because what he said is quite true,hmm.I am not hesitated to join them too! hahaha.I asked him to read mine.So troublesome because have to wash the hand till very clean.hahaha.and he still grumble...

First,he said I had 2 boyfriends before,Arrrhhh! I never ever have boyfriend la,dont know how he read.hahaha.But then,the other colleage said,"maybe emo emo also counted"wahseh,then i think maybe really is lu.Unfair~ hahaha...And then,he said my future boy friend will have 5 girl friends before me.hahaha.Dont understand why he can see my future boy friend thing.hahaha

By the way,what suprised me is according to what he said,I will have health problem in the future,and the health problem might affect my life! OMG~ I dont want lar~ now already suffering,still want me to suffer more o..Whats more,he said all my money will flow away for consulting doctor....haiz.And he said my life is a difficult one,still,there maybe someone who is trying to interfere my life to make my life worse.

Super scary~OMG~anybody there for me if I have been beaten down? hahaha.dont leave me alone yea!

However,I will remember what he said,"try hard!try hard so that you can success and pass all the hard times.And take care of your health from now on."hahaha.thanks James.I will.

Actually I dont know whether I have to belief in this or not.(dont say me superstitious yea,because some of them really very accurate,supernatural thing which we cannot judge)But maybe I really have to start to beware so that I wont feel out of the trouble when I am in trouble.hahaha..

I am not scare  of the hardships,as I know there is alwayz friends and family that be there for me when I am fail.hahaha.I remember I had read about the America president,Abraham Lincoln,he had failed in his life for most of the times,but he still determine and did not hesitated about his dream,and finally he succeeded.Yea,he is my role model for now.hahaha.He got my inspiration.hahaha.I will keep trying,eventhough maybe still turn out to be failed...I just dont care,at least I try,one will not know what is the outcome if she does not try.hahaha

support me,will you?hahaha

I dont know whether I really will suffer or not,but I will try my best in everything.And do everything that interested,so that there is no regretion before my flower finally dies off...It will just do me a perfect life then.hahaha

when I am writing this,I am thinking of Ellepo,Darling Jane's mummy and my small cousin,xing xing...dont know why.Maybe because of something they said to me before...

I remember what Ellepo commented on my previous post,' judge the world wisely because it is complicated.'yea...I have to jugde really carefully,THANKS.

hahaha.for xing xing the small cousin,I think most probably is because what she used to tell me,"老师告诉我们要讲好话.(teacher told us to say nice thing)"yea,we have to say nice thing and talk nicely with other so that they are not offended.And I remember she told me I am pretty  like Snow white...she wants to be like me too.hahaha.I am not quite sure if she just trying to say something nice to me or the truth,Anyway,i will keep the second idea,to make me feel greater.hahaha.

these are some pictures downloaded.I am not quite sure how to read.hahaha

Anyway,just want to share with you.Who knows,this may become your reference.hahaha

have a nice day.

good luck.

My working place-SOUPERLICIOUS II

This is the second post about my working place in Singapore.hehehe.I have much fun with my new friends here,although they are not the same races and come from different countries...

As a server,my works include :

* doing sandwiches.this is the job I do the most at here.(very busy at lunch time...do sandwiches and salads till "siao"...OMG~I cant even hardly to have a sec to push my spec back to its original place,hahaha)However,I can learn how to make variety of sandwiches...emmm...yummy~hahaha

*preparing back up for the sandwiches' ingredients like cutting the vegetables and fruits.hahaha.thinking of I cant learn anything from that?then you are wrong!hahaha

I learn the "secret" for how to keep the fruits and vegetables fresh and QQ when eat o~hahaha.and learn how to prepare the stuff in a short period.hehehe

*scooping soups

as SOUPerlicious,of course,our main cost is soups~hahaha.So,learning how to scoope soup is important.Dont ever think this is EASY,ok?Because doing this also have to know its "technnique",if not,you will definately pour the soup or dirty the bowl's surface.hahaha

*closing

I have to clean all the things like tables and cover all the ingredients at this period.hahaha.for sure,I dont wash the dishes and plates because that is the washer's job.hehehe.And,the most important thing is- PREPARING for HOME!hahaha.I am still quite new at here,so i am now just start to learn how to do the closing for the cashier work...hmm.dont really like to count the money and else...Cause I dont like it! hahaha.Anyway,I still have to be cashier sometimes when they are busy...

*Of course,one more important thing i do at my place is...Chit chating with friends.hahaha.Though sometime we cant understand each other(due to the limited phrases and different language problem...),we still can spend our time happily.hehehe.

Below is the lunch I had today- a half sandwich,a half soup and a focacia bread.heheeh

simple but full!

this is the sandwich i made myself! hahaha.Named 'bacon and salami'.this is the soup i had today,'beef goulash'.quite nice.hahaha

that is all from my working place for now.hahaha.
anyway,have a nice day.
good luck.

First CURRY in my Life!

hahaha,Last friday was my off day,woke up quite early to do some different things from the usual.hahaha.Before that I actually had a date with my friend,but because of some reason,so we had to postpone our plan.hehehe.sorry about that Kiah Gek!

Anyway,I wont let my day past by wasted...

Guess what?

I cooked CURRY!hahaha,this was the first time I cooked curry all by myself.Last time when I was still at home,I was always begging my mama to cook curry with potatoes.And I will always looked how she prepared for the ingredients and how she cooked.hahaha.This is my FAVOURITE food of all!!! YUMMY!!!

hahaha.Then,with my first trial of cooking,actually I have not much confident to success,but ho~ Quite nice la!!! hahaha.Bo ho hiam ah~

hahaha.Actually curry is so simple to be cooked!

see...this are some pictures that I took for my curry.wahahaha.Nice!

feel hungry again when see the pictures.MISS it! hahaha

and then I made cookie again! hahaha,but this one not so success liao.because for me,it is not so tasty.hahaha.when i get it to my fren at work place,my fren said it is not bad.wahahaha.so happy when listened to this.hahaha.NICE! next off day going to bake cake! hahaha.yes!

and then I went to meet Munh Yung (cousin) to have lunch at her office.We had our simple meals,and the drink was nice! LEMON SKY!

She said this kind of juice just available in 3places in Singapore.Imagine how lucky I was! hahaha.The tast so special la...hahaha.We chatted for about 2hours,erm...about nonsense I think...hahaha.We talked from our childhood to my life now and the future.hahaha.Maybe our age has a little gap,so some topic just cant be related.hahaha.By the way,It was a nice talk.hahaha.

After that I actually wanted to go library or book store,but I cant find any! hahaha,so just went home then,prepared dinner.hahaha.I cooked a simple meals and had it with cousins.Not bad.

this is what I did in my off day.hahaha.Simple but full.hahaha

anyway,good luck.

gambate o!

All I need is your SUPPORT

If...
I am lost
and falling
in this thick bush...

Just

let me fall
let me cry
let me experience
let me see
let me know
let me feel

your smile
your care
your love
your SUPPORT

when I needed the most...

just...
support whatever I had done,
give me silent when I am down,
lent me shoulder while tears drop...

I just simply...
need your SUPPORT
to hold me
till the end of the hardship

Without you
I am...
not who I used to be,
because,
that "I am"...
lack of your SUPPORT...

so,Please
SUPPORT whatever I do,
even if I would fall deeper

SUPPORT me,
so that I can be the GREATEST "I am" in this flowerish bush...

telling the TRUTH

Everyone seems to know that I was going for a shooting,just I am the one who is still in the drum,dont know they knew it.I thought I can rely on the people i told to not tell anyone,but the fact is,cant.what other say is true,"once a secret is shared,it is no more a secret." Anyway,I cant do anything now,hahaha,beside telling the truth.
Just now called my parents,my papa asked me if I had to pay for the shooting(cause i dint tell him i have to pay for the shooting first before i can get advertisement to do),I told him the truth and said YES,and told him not to worry about me because I planned everything,if he still cant trust this,I wont go back if I cant earn the money back._SILENT_hahaha,then,of course,as a loving papa,he agreed with me and support me.hahaha
Actually I already suspected if everybody knows about this matter,because that day I called my sister,and she said,"are you sure u don owe khong money anymore?" Hahaha,i lied to her,but from there I knew something was wrong...somebody spreaded the news,and I know who is that person.hahaha.
I am not saying that keep this secret and make it like a mysterious for others,the matter is i dont like other to think I am not realistic,and keep to think of famous or anything else,and dont want other has chance to gossiping me or talk something bad about me.I just DONT LIKE IT!this doesnt matter for me,because I am not at home,but how about my parents? Especially my mama,she cares alot what people say about us.I dont want to upset her.Anyway,my lie since to break out~ hahaha.I feel a glimpse of relief,for sure,cause no need to carry the cant-tell-burden everyday,and have to think how to lie so they will not worry.It is HARD!!!arrrhhh~ finally,I dont need to suffer anymore,hahaha
Since everyone knew already,then I can post my photos up in facebook and talk about this matter freely.hahaha.By the way,I am stil who I am,the one with the biggest smile that will not fade.hahaha
good luck.
have a nice day.

the photos...

As some of you already knew,I went for a shooting for I Modals.I was actually curious how I gonna look like as I dont think I will look nice with those make up...hmm.Anyway,it had been taken and I took 10styles!!!OMG,used my 6hours.hahaha.As I have said,whenever there is excitement,there is disappointment.

actually I am quite disappointed with the effect,because the photos,for me,really not very nice,hahaha.anyway,alot of people request to have a look,so I just upload 2 pictures in each styles to here.What I gonna do then? I cant change anything,cant blame anyone,and cant do anything to make this more perfect...Uuuhhhuuuhhh~ actually I right face is nicer than left face la,but the photograher kept taking photos by my left face.hahaha.anyway,I have to accept this!!!

ok now,let me introduce the pictures to you guys~

this 2 pictures are of course,SPORT.(i am satisfied with sports theme)

this 2 are...CASUAL.look fat ho?

these are FORMAL wears.(i like this also,but I cant post it to my profile,cz it is too formal!)

these are,for sure,WEDDING GOWN!(actually quite upset,cause I thought this style wil be the Nicest!!!arrrhhh~)

these are ELEGANT style i think.can see my tummy lar~hahaha

this 2 are PARTY style.(quite ok,just dont like my eyes...look dull and moodless,by the way,i look slim,rite?wahahaha)

erm...dont really know what style is this,maybe SWEET gua~see my front hair,hahaha,stupid~)

this is COOL style.hahaha.for me,it is like Da Jie Da style.hahaha.sat leh~see my make up so nong~OMG~

this is...erm,SEXY style ma?hahhaa.not sure.(oi,da ge ge,siao jie jie sexy ma?wahahaha.see i so slim~)

and the last style! HAWAII! hahaha...see my dress,and my hair pin,wahahhaha.i like my skin tone in this style.hahaha

Anyway,not saying that I dont like the photos,just somehow my eyes look WEIRD...and some of the styles,my hair also did not set well.By the way,maybe is my own problem,because the stylist is quite profesional~
Now,just waiting for the advertisement to do! hahaha,waiting for their call.but dont know if there is any company that will want me to do the ad for them or not since my photos not very nice.hahaha.
hahaha,any comments?leave it to me.Thanks.
Have a nice day.
good luck.

新一年，新开始……

今年过年十拿九稳是回不到寺巫外婆家过年了，就连团圆饭也应该不能像以往过年般会外婆家吃了。原因很简单---机票太贵，申请不到leave.
不过无所谓，第一年过年没有在家和家人一起度过，是个特别及不一样的新年。哈哈哈。也许会工作，也许会休息（没有双倍薪水的话），也许会到小叔家或二姑家过年，一切都还没确定。

哈哈哈。今年真的和以往不同，过年过后也是一样。我的生活在毕业后真的不一样了，脱胎换骨，从天换成地。我不晓得这样的改变是否正确，可是我不会虚度我的时间去浪费在无谓的事情及繁冗的旧事情上，更不甘心我的生活就这么平平淡淡，毫无多余的色彩与空间。我承认我是个贪新鲜的人，但是我不会三分钟热度，一旦做了就会坚持，就算在别人眼里我是多么的不可能完成这个任务。我也不否认，我是好强的。
我的生活可以多姿多彩，但我必须付上代价，我知道，没有付出，哪里会有收获呢？相信所有人都明白这个道理。

_________代价 VS 得到_____________

第一：到新加坡来

代价：与家人分开，第一次以个人远距离离家，被跳蚤欺负（哈哈哈）
得到：经验，旅行，各国朋友，生活上的琐碎事，更独立，嗯……钱？（还不是很清楚是否能赚很多,hahaha)

第二：当服务员

代价：每天要走很长的路到达工作地点
得到：工钱（哈哈哈），朋友，厨房的事宜，学会做三文治/pizza，喝到很多免费的汤，顺便走路减肥~哈哈哈，

第三：参加imodals

代价：被骂，被嘲讽，被笑，不被看好……还要借钱拍portfolio（贵~）
得到：经验，美美的照片，钱（也许吧~很多人都不看好会赚钱），认识帅哥美女？哈哈哈。

第四：过年工作
代价：无法回家和大家吃团圆饭过年，没红包拿，没年过
得到：工钱咯~

还有什么呢？我也不懂了。我只知道只要肯努力，肯争取，肯付出，肯加把劲，不放弃，任何事情都能成功的。每件事都有它的好坏，只是看你怎么去面对它、拿捏它……

我相信我自己，相信周遭的人会给我鼓励与安慰，就算我做的是错的决定，就算他们是多么的不喜欢我做的事。因为爱我，所以他们甘愿忍受我的叛逆。

因为我相信，所以一切都有可能发生；
因为我相信，所以有奇迹。
愿大家幸福快乐……
加油~

my working place- SOUPERLICIOUS

hahaha,I had been worked here for about 3 weeks and now only I post my work at here.hehehe.
Anyway,just want to introduce my latest working place at singapore for you all.hahaha.
Now,I am a server,or people say waitress,I dont mind,hahaha,at Souperlicious Suntec( just in case because there are lots of outlets)hahaha.My working area includes making sandwiches,make drinks,scope soups and clean the places.hahaha.the working area is quite nice,and there are 2 free meals for the workers.hehehe.guess what? There are a lot of delicious and tasty soups and sandwiches to eat! hahaha,You know,it is costly if you have to purchase it.hahaha.and it is free for me!!! hahaha.But the most important thing is I can learn how to make sandwiches at here,and I can make it for my family and friends when I am back lalter!!! hahaha,who wanna try have to reserve first o~ hahaha.
below are some corner from my shop.

hahaha,it is very busy during lunch time at here,your hand can hardly stop  down because of the crowd.hahaha."the queqe start from here" but not much people will do when there is not much customer.OMG,they cant understand the sign board...hahaha

This is the place where most of our chairs and tables located.Mostly,we have not enough seats for customers when it is lunch time .What's more is when some selfish customer occupies lots of the tables.Annoying~

this is our working places,can i call it a KITCHEN? not sure.hahaha.and these are some of my colleages.we are all from different countries.hahaha

this is a situation when we work.---packing for the take away bread.hahaha

and this is one of the wall.Actually I want to take the pic of the words there,because it is meaningful.hahaha.see whether you can read it or not.hahaha

That is all for now.hahaha.I feel quite ok to work here,just sometimes wshen meet some irritaitng customers,we are almost fainted! hahaha,anyway,this is how we can observe other's behaviour,so i dont think it is a disadvantage to work there.I learn Tamil language from the Indian man too! hahaha.and some filipine language from them.hahaha.
for my friends that have not been seen so long.I want to ask you if you can read this:
"yapedi ilgae?"
(hahaha,tamil)...
that's all from me.Tomorrow going to JB.want to sleep lu.
hahaha
anyway,have a nice day,
Good luck