All I need is your SUPPORT

If...
I am lost
and falling
in this thick bush...

Just

let me fall
let me cry
let me experience
let me see
let me know
let me feel

your smile
your care
your love
your SUPPORT

when I needed the most...

just...
support whatever I had done,
give me silent when I am down,
lent me shoulder while tears drop...

I just simply...
need your SUPPORT
to hold me
till the end of the hardship

Without you
I am...
not who I used to be,
because,
that "I am"...
lack of your SUPPORT...

so,Please
SUPPORT whatever I do,
even if I would fall deeper

SUPPORT me,
so that I can be the GREATEST "I am" in this flowerish bush...

telling the TRUTH

Everyone seems to know that I was going for a shooting,just I am the one who is still in the drum,dont know they knew it.I thought I can rely on the people i told to not tell anyone,but the fact is,cant.what other say is true,"once a secret is shared,it is no more a secret." Anyway,I cant do anything now,hahaha,beside telling the truth.
Just now called my parents,my papa asked me if I had to pay for the shooting(cause i dint tell him i have to pay for the shooting first before i can get advertisement to do),I told him the truth and said YES,and told him not to worry about me because I planned everything,if he still cant trust this,I wont go back if I cant earn the money back._SILENT_hahaha,then,of course,as a loving papa,he agreed with me and support me.hahaha
Actually I already suspected if everybody knows about this matter,because that day I called my sister,and she said,"are you sure u don owe khong money anymore?" Hahaha,i lied to her,but from there I knew something was wrong...somebody spreaded the news,and I know who is that person.hahaha.
I am not saying that keep this secret and make it like a mysterious for others,the matter is i dont like other to think I am not realistic,and keep to think of famous or anything else,and dont want other has chance to gossiping me or talk something bad about me.I just DONT LIKE IT!this doesnt matter for me,because I am not at home,but how about my parents? Especially my mama,she cares alot what people say about us.I dont want to upset her.Anyway,my lie since to break out~ hahaha.I feel a glimpse of relief,for sure,cause no need to carry the cant-tell-burden everyday,and have to think how to lie so they will not worry.It is HARD!!!arrrhhh~ finally,I dont need to suffer anymore,hahaha
Since everyone knew already,then I can post my photos up in facebook and talk about this matter freely.hahaha.By the way,I am stil who I am,the one with the biggest smile that will not fade.hahaha
good luck.
have a nice day.

the photos...

As some of you already knew,I went for a shooting for I Modals.I was actually curious how I gonna look like as I dont think I will look nice with those make up...hmm.Anyway,it had been taken and I took 10styles!!!OMG,used my 6hours.hahaha.As I have said,whenever there is excitement,there is disappointment.

actually I am quite disappointed with the effect,because the photos,for me,really not very nice,hahaha.anyway,alot of people request to have a look,so I just upload 2 pictures in each styles to here.What I gonna do then? I cant change anything,cant blame anyone,and cant do anything to make this more perfect...Uuuhhhuuuhhh~ actually I right face is nicer than left face la,but the photograher kept taking photos by my left face.hahaha.anyway,I have to accept this!!!

ok now,let me introduce the pictures to you guys~

this 2 pictures are of course,SPORT.(i am satisfied with sports theme)

this 2 are...CASUAL.look fat ho?

these are FORMAL wears.(i like this also,but I cant post it to my profile,cz it is too formal!)

these are,for sure,WEDDING GOWN!(actually quite upset,cause I thought this style wil be the Nicest!!!arrrhhh~)

these are ELEGANT style i think.can see my tummy lar~hahaha

this 2 are PARTY style.(quite ok,just dont like my eyes...look dull and moodless,by the way,i look slim,rite?wahahaha)

erm...dont really know what style is this,maybe SWEET gua~see my front hair,hahaha,stupid~)

this is COOL style.hahaha.for me,it is like Da Jie Da style.hahaha.sat leh~see my make up so nong~OMG~

this is...erm,SEXY style ma?hahhaa.not sure.(oi,da ge ge,siao jie jie sexy ma?wahahaha.see i so slim~)

and the last style! HAWAII! hahaha...see my dress,and my hair pin,wahahhaha.i like my skin tone in this style.hahaha

Anyway,not saying that I dont like the photos,just somehow my eyes look WEIRD...and some of the styles,my hair also did not set well.By the way,maybe is my own problem,because the stylist is quite profesional~
Now,just waiting for the advertisement to do! hahaha,waiting for their call.but dont know if there is any company that will want me to do the ad for them or not since my photos not very nice.hahaha.
hahaha,any comments?leave it to me.Thanks.
Have a nice day.
good luck.