They Never Blame, because they LOVE me...

I am the trouble one
since I was young
sickness came one by one
attacking my body
attacking their soul and energy
disappearing their money and time
but they never blame
because they love me.

I am the trouble one
even it is now
sickness still with me
troubles still attaching with me
and I with my troubles attaching with them
but they never blame
because they love me.

I am the trouble one
hardly recognize places
having them to send me here and there
early in the morning
and even late at night
just to hand in assignment for me
without counting the distance
from east to west
from west to east
but they never blame
because they love me.

I am the trouble one
having a lot of activities
wasting their petrol
disrupt their time
disturb their routines
but they never blame
because they love me.

I am the trouble one
even on the dining table
pick and choose
bitter food I don't touch
fish without serve I don't eat
seafood on the table I skip
there must be a dish for me
but they never blame
because they love me.

I am the trouble one
having many hobbies
dancing reading and cooking
they even buy me ingredients
bring me suggestions
be my white rats
but they never blame
because they love me

I am the trouble one
yet
they care for me more than other siblings
my sister keep complaining how unfair is this
my sister keep blaming them for this
but they never blame
because they love me.

I am the trouble one
as my careless can kill me
bringing heart attack to my parents
when I got my IC for SPM
I hold it for 3 days
and missed it for 3 times
and they kept bla bla blaING
while handing the IC to me reluctantly
but they never blame
because they love me

I am the trouble one
never touch detergent water
never wash the dish and plate
throwing the chores to sisters
and they are always willing to help
without I asking them to do so
they never receive any good thing from me
but they never blame
because they love me

I am the trouble one
not only for my family
but my friends as well
they know me well
understand my weaknesses
they hold me while passing the road
they cover me when the grass cutting machine is there
they do not ask me to tie up a rubber
instead, untie it for me
they know what I want
they know what I think
they know my weaknesses
but they never blame
because they love me.

I have so many people who love me in this world,
without the love from a boy friend,
I am still loved by them
I am still loving them
they want nothing from me
except the smile on my face.
I LOVE YOU as much as You love me.
the love to you will never fade
and it will certainly last forever.
Thank You for being there for me.
I am who I am today
because of YOU.

想要……

想送你一座走向快乐健康的彩虹，

但我不是神也不是仙；

想要给你做顿饭，
但厨艺却不精湛；

想要给你一个爱的抱抱，
但却拉不下脸；

想要给你一个微笑，
却藏不住心中的感概；

想要知道你的一切，
却发现越来越不了解；

想要一个愿望，
却许了给你；

想要给你我全部的爱，
却担心被拒绝；

想要给你一辈子的爱，
却知道不可能；

想要的都无法做到，
只能爱你一天是一天……

简单，却又一点都不简单。

我喜欢我的工作，
因为那里有我爱的孩子。
每天跟他们在一起，
世界单纯了很多。
至少，
他们让我离开世俗风尘
让我明白
爱和承诺可以很简单，
只有你守信用……

我问一个学生：
“你喜欢来这里吗？”
“喜欢……”
“你喜欢XXX吗？”
“喜欢……”
“你喜欢YYY吗？”
“喜欢……”
“你喜欢老师吗？”
“喜欢……”
我一直重复同样的问题
他一直回答同样的答案；
没有厌倦的眼神，
只有无辜的好奇……
我疼惜的看着他，
摸摸他的头。
他的爱，
很简单……

有一个学生，
来学校时常常闹脾气不肯下车。
那天当他大闹平息下来后，
我问他：
“来学校不只是读书，
还可以来看老师和朋友，
你不喜欢来学校吗？”
沉默……
“你不喜欢你的朋友吗？”
沉默……
“你不喜欢老师吗？”
沉默……
“ 既然你喜欢，为什么要哭闹？”
沉默……
答应老师以后要开开心心地来学校好吗？
（伸出小指，他勾住。）
自那天起，他不曾再胡闹。
小小的人
小小的心
小小的承诺
大大的悦现
我真的很感动，
因为他放在心上……

还有一个两岁的豆豆，
牙牙学语，
没有人听得懂他在说什么，
他不以为意
成天咿咿呀呀
用力且激动的比手划脚
仿佛所有人都做了对不起他的事
你静静的看着他
他就会冲过来要你抱……
你会发现自己很容易被他的一举一动逗笑
纵使他的动作不是最好笑的
却是最真实的表现……

有很多学生不肯午睡
所以每天都要去哄他们睡觉
有时候
少了这个‘拍拍’的动作
他们就不肯睡
虽然他们嘴里不说
有一次
一个学生说：
“我要你这样‘拍拍’才睡
我走了过去
不一下
她就睡着了……
很简单的动作
却带来了我们之间的互动……
小孩要的并不多
一个拥抱
一个吻或被吻
都能让天使挂上笑容，
他们要的只是一丝关怀和注意……

有时候真的想
让他们一直活在这样简单的世界
不受污染；
又怕他们将来被世俗所骗。
矛盾……
是因为世界上的事情总要好坏两面，
无论你选择好或坏，
另一面总会出现困扰你……

有时候
也希望自己能和他们一样
爱得简单
想得简单
做得简单
承诺得简单
‘自己’得很简单……
简单，却又一点都不简单！