梦游记

Life is Dream Walking; I dream Walking in my LIFE^^

眼泪和微笑在比赛

朋友的妈妈说我很能干、很勇敢
我试着微笑
但却只能苦笑
微笑和眼泪总在比赛
微笑赢了我的外表
眼泪滴在我的心中
谁才是真正的赢家?
哪个能让我变得更坚强?
我坚强,因为我只能靠自己
而她是温室里的花朵,不堪一折
然而,我很庆幸自己是根小草
踩不死、大风大雨都不畏惧
纵然有时候
也会累了跨了垂下头
也会软弱无助弯下腰难过想大哭
也会希望有个人能够摸摸我的头
告诉我
“别怕别怕”
“不痛不痛”
“不哭不哭”
在我需要的时候
让我明白
不只是我、自己和心里在孤军作战
而是有个人一起对抗狂风暴雨
好几次
都在和眼泪比速度
当眼泪在眼中打滚
得立刻把它埋藏起来
有几次
在眼泪掉下来之际
还是自己接住了眼泪?
谁不希望有个人能为自己擦拭眼泪?
谁不期盼有个避风港?
谁不奢望自己能过得比别人更好?
现实和幻想
总是有段距离
所以,
我只能是那个坚强的我。
微笑得越美丽,
泪淌在心里就越疼……
摸摸自己的头,
擦掉眼泪
戴上微笑重新出发……

When Life Moves On...

there has been such a long time since my last update. Awww~ Life is busy, busy and busy.hahaha. what to do, I love it^^
Going to move my house that I had been living for 20 years for my life. it is fantastic, but it is saddening too. 20 years is not a short period. hahaha. By the way, I would have my own room, FINALLY! hahaha we are all excited for it!
Going back to my work, it goes on well. It is not tiring like the other jobs I worked on before. well, after all, I am the boss, so of course, I always make it working efficiently. By the way, I just hope that it goes smoothly as I wished. hahaha. it is not hard, perhaps?
Then, it is ASSIGNMENTSSS time! hahaha. 6 subjects are not a torture to me, I know I can cope with it. They only make my life fuller and busier. hahaha. I try to manage my time well as usual, so that I would not waste any single second. lalala. it works, sometimes. hehehe. Wish me luck in my studies. ^^
after all, this is just a random post about my present life. it is fun! hahaha. meet some new friends and people, get to know more and understand more, get to be MORE mature( i think I am mature, anyway?so I want to be more mature).hahaha. just when I am writing until here, there is a disruption in front of me. hahaha. don't want to tell what is that. what I can say is, First Impression Really Doesn't Work!!! so I gonna change it. lalala. tomorrow going to be Prom Night, and this is the first time I join this kind of event since I entered this college, well, it has been only one year ba~ hahaha.
when life moves on, I am going forward as well, don't want to think back those good and bad memories, I am who I am now, and I treasure my this moment now. hahaha.
So, Lalala, Keep going people!
Good luck to all of us who striving for lives!
Gambate!

2030—— 爱你想你

2030
那美丽的爱情故事
你可否听过?
你可知道
那是我编写的
却从没想过
现实与幻想
会有实现的一天

不想你的影子
总盘旋在我脑海
让我无法工作
连吃饭     都变得有气无力
所以才会选择
在2030的时候想你
却发现     无时无刻都在爱你想你

当我闭上眼
愿远方的你幸福快乐
当甜蜜的回忆又在脑子里游荡
当月光轻抚我的脸颊
她一定
也嗅到我的泪
听见了我的心碎

想一直闭着眼睛
让那些爱与恨历历在目
尽管心碎得更快
我却毫不犹豫
只因为那里能和你共在
而心碎的边缘
是你在沉默
还是我的眼泪

爱你想你
多么美丽
多么可悲
却成为我一个人的事

还爱你还想你
心却慢慢碎了
眼泪跑出来了
我只能努力坚强

用一分钟来思念
用一整天流泪
用一辈子来怀念

爱你想你
最心动
也最心痛