十八岁生日派对…

十八岁了！终于十八岁了。哈哈哈.期待了好久。
今晚，什么都没有。妈妈只是在大家凑凑合合下举办了简单的生日派对。我没有邀请任何朋友，只是简单的与家人吃顿饭。但这就很满足了。听姑姑说，女孩十八岁要举办个派对，告诉大家她长大了。哈哈哈。
我终于如愿以偿地长大了，但还是个需要大家关注的大孩子、是弟妹们的小姐姐。
忙了一整天，终于可以开始用餐了。没有什么特别的，但都是我最爱的食物。哈哈哈。有curry，还有烤肉呢！他们还说要寿星烤才好吃！ －。－！！！ 寿星不是坐着等吃吗？
无所谓，反正我也喜欢烤烤肉，虽然好多烧焦了。但谁敢骂寿星嘛！哈哈哈。
看看烤肉吧！有羊肉、鸡肉、鸡肾（不知道是什么部位啦）、hotdogs、猪肉、还有一个大大大马铃薯（我的最爱，给我的）哈哈哈。
不好意思，放歪了。但还是很可口吧！嘻嘻嘻！这是我的成果…

既然长大了，就要有大人的模样了。以后我凡事都会三思而后行，也要再理智些，不可以感情用事了。我要更加努力，我希望成为家人的光荣！我要做弟妹的榜样！
我会加油加油的！
我会朝梦想前进，我在迈开人生第一步…
支持我吧！

Yeah!!! IM 18! hahaha

13th,March,is a day signifyin I become an adult!!!wahahaha.If u am I,wil u cheer or sad cz become older?wahahaa.Im very happy finally i m adult!!!hahaha.Hmm,start from today,I have to be more confident to myself and have to be mature.hehehe.haiz.My life is stuffed,with anythin,everythin,without suspected and in suspected.I cant bear ton breathe fresh air around.

As Im older each day,my time rushin each day,and my life turn and turn to meet the world and I learn to mix with diferent ppl at diferent ocassions,though I don like it.(I prefer to be alone)I made my wonderful as wat i wan,but there is owaz comeout tat frustrated me.haiz...wat to do,beside smile to accept,I cant think of any more solution.hahaha.
Yes!smile to hardship!!!come on! laugh with me.wahahaha.
Nw,Im a fully-grown gal no matter is in mentally or physically,yet,Im stil a kid in my parents eyes.hahaha.Hw can I prove to them tat their daughter is ordi able to face and endure hardship in her life without panic.never did I can do tat.hahaha.I know there is more and more hardships awaitin me in my journey to success.and wat i'wll say is : Hi,welcomin you,hardship! hahaha.im not insane,k?I don like endure hardship but i knw,without presence of hardship,I will not grow and I wil not think.hehehe.im jz try to enjoy my life neither it is hard nor easy.hahaha.

in the way i think,I knw wat should do and wat not to do.hehehe.I think,therefore IM.hahaha.A human cant live without thinkin.hehehe.be a wise ppl,and think of a better way to live on. Man,Live a better life in tis short lifespan!!! do enjoy anythin tat happen.Tel urself:

Im an ordinary gal,I want the thing tat usual ppl do too.hehehe.I would want to have love too.I had gotten enough love from my family,tat's why I m dreamin of the love from a boy,for sure.hahaha.but I owaz scare tat nobody wan me! -.-!!! hahaha.cz it is not easy to get the ppl u like like u,and the ppl u don like owaz come and stick with u!hahaha.tat is why,when u meet a ppl tat u like her and she oso love u,do appreciate her and valuate her.K?hahaha.Im not expert,jz givin advice.Don regret after u lost it.DO THINK ABT THIS!

hahaha.Thanks for the ppl tat come to my life and delighted my life with happiness and made me grow.wahahaha.really do TQ.
I truly appreciate it.Thanks.

As yEaR pAsSeD...

Remember,when I was used to be a child,my laughter never faded,my smile was the brightest,and i was the shiniest.
time passed away like the speed of light,as my smile slowly fadin...
Tat year of 15,I was badly hurt...by frens,by love...
I thought fren sick was easier to recover rather than love pain.
How wrong was I!
Tat year,luckily u're with me.I stil remember hw i was hurt by frens,and hw u were hurt by love.I wont forgot for forever,how we leaned on each other's shoulder,hugged together and cried in our saddest sobs.Nw thinkin back,how Fortunate was I to have u by my side at tat critical time.Thanks to u,darling Jane.thanks tat u came and pulled me up,and comfortin me.

Some say frens are like colour pencils,they colour ur life with bright and dark;for me,frens are like colour pencils,as time goes,the pencil become shorter and it shows that a frenship dies away.
Thank to the one who came to my life and share my life with and decorate my life with bitter and sweetness.
Thank to the 1 who owaz support me no matter where and how i m.Thanks to Da Ge Ge tat leadin me towards my ambition tat i thought i'll give up.Thanks for owaz advise me and lead me to the new.
Thanks to the ppl I ever loved,thanks tat made me understand wat is love and how to love.
Thanks to my papa and mama and my family and who love and care abt me,and I apologise with wat i had done wrong and sorry i cant give u my love as return.
maybe u wil think u're jz a passerby in my life,and nothin much u had done to me,even u are jz in my life for seconds,I would appreciate it cause ur presence do mean alot to me.So,Thanks.
Now,my love' pain cured,but my fren' pain would never been cured!It stil feelin pain,deeply pain in my heart core.Love,I 4got hw it ever made me pain,but fren do.no matter how long the time keep goin,I can stil feel the pain when i breathe,I can smell the bleedin in my heart,the pain seems had locked in my heart's door for foerver,not willin to get away.

Friends,do them really matter so much?do i really wan them tat much?not anymore...not anymore after i was badly hurt again and again.
I m now strong enough to face all the hardship.I can face all the pain steadily and minimise the pain and the hurt to the least.
Have you find a way to get rid ur pain?
wish u luck.
Have a nice day.