Johor trip with relatives

hahaha.there has been quite a time I dint blog. O.o My life was a simple one since I was back to Singapore-work,online,sleep;work,online,sleep......
hahaha.You can know how boring is this,By the way,I was not going to  let it happen like that,one should knows how valuable the time is! hahaha.
I was going to Johor-Senai.This was the 4th if I am not mistaken.But this time was different! My mummy and some relatives were coming along too! hahaha.All squeezed in a small house,hahaha,funny!
I went there by bus after I finished my work.hehehe.Though as I said,i had been to Johor quite a few times but I stil cant recognise the way how to go to the bus station! hahaha.Then finally I called my brother for help.He guided me through the Handphone!wahahha.TQ!and one more thing to say too! Thanks to my supervisor that she allowed me to bring sandwiches for my mama and relatives! hehehe.they love it.
After going down to the shopping mall(City Square),I was alone and having McDonald as my dinner while waiting for somebody to pick me up.hahaha.Anyway,do you know who I meet in the shopping mall? OMG! really surprise and cant believe it!hahaha. I meet See Liong~ wuhoo~ with 2 sexy girls~wahahha.
The next day I was going out with my mummy and other relatives to Jusco and 5fu chen(forgot the english name,hehehe).And we saw the big big fish! hahaha.My uncle said we can throw coins and make wishes! hahaha,So did we! Not that we were superstitious,but having something to believe is a nice thing,am I right?hahaha.wow~ I read my wishes in a rush,as in I was afraid that the fishes cant hear me! hahaha,funny!
Anyway,I went there actually was to visit my mama,who knows,she bought me so many dresses when we went shopping together! hahaha.Love it!
Thought there were some unhappy incidents happened throughout the trip,but I hope my mummy can enjoy it.I did not and do not hope there is anything that make her feel unhappy or moody~By the way,I know she is happy to spend all the money away! hahaha.
And then today I rushed back to Singapore to start my work again! hahaha,my second mama,Yeo Yeo mama was sick and unable to come and work,miss her too! wish she can recover soon.
hmm.I think there is still something important to share but I just cannot remember it.hahaha.Anyway,I am always like this,when want to emoING butg when start writing the post I will begin to reduce my own feeling on it,hahaha.ok la,I will share again if I think of it! hehehe
good luck o~
gambate!

心灵深处的裂缝

已经到了这一秒
其实也早已猜到
你的决定
不会改变

在你放手的那一刻
不敢睁开双眼
还渴望你的拥抱
和爱我的温柔

怕你看见
我布满泪水的眼睛
不想让你明白
我的脆弱
及不舍……
却又想让你知道
我的彷徨
心底深处破碎的声音……

矛盾在你转身后
依然存在
直到你的身影
消失在转角的街道
才后悔
自己有错过了什么……

懊悔
却无法解释
心疼得滋味~
只有泪水
就连泪水
也不听话的
要扮演它的角色……

只有自己
一直在拼凑着
已不完整的
胸口左边深处的裂缝……

爱我，好吗？

为什么不爱我？
为什么
不爱我……

其实我也很温柔
很需要被爱
爱我就像呼吸，
一点也不难……

我乖乖的，
不惹人生气的；
我快乐的，
会逗你笑的；

不坚强时，
需要你怀抱
难过哭泣时，
也希望有你作依靠

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不要你为难
却又想让你知道
我爱你……

想问你
爱我，
好吗？