I am the trouble one
since I was young
sickness came one by one
attacking my body
attacking their soul and energy
disappearing their money and time
but they never blame
because they love me.
I am the trouble one
even it is now
sickness still with me
troubles still attaching with me
and I with my troubles attaching with them
but they never blame
because they love me.
I am the trouble one
hardly recognize places
having them to send me here and there
early in the morning
and even late at night
just to hand in assignment for me
without counting the distance
from east to west
from west to east
but they never blame
because they love me.
I am the trouble one
having a lot of activities
wasting their petrol
disrupt their time
disturb their routines
but they never blame
because they love me.
I am the trouble one
even on the dining table
pick and choose
bitter food I don't touch
fish without serve I don't eat
seafood on the table I skip
there must be a dish for me
but they never blame
because they love me.
I am the trouble one
having many hobbies
dancing reading and cooking
they even buy me ingredients
bring me suggestions
be my white rats
but they never blame
because they love me
I am the trouble one
yet
they care for me more than other siblings
my sister keep complaining how unfair is this
my sister keep blaming them for this
but they never blame
because they love me.
I am the trouble one
as my careless can kill me
bringing heart attack to my parents
when I got my IC for SPM
I hold it for 3 days
and missed it for 3 times
and they kept bla bla blaING
while handing the IC to me reluctantly
but they never blame
because they love me
I am the trouble one
never touch detergent water
never wash the dish and plate
throwing the chores to sisters
and they are always willing to help
without I asking them to do so
they never receive any good thing from me
but they never blame
because they love me
I am the trouble one
not only for my family
but my friends as well
they know me well
understand my weaknesses
they hold me while passing the road
they cover me when the grass cutting machine is there
they do not ask me to tie up a rubber
instead, untie it for me
they know what I want
they know what I think
they know my weaknesses
but they never blame
because they love me.
I have so many people who love me in this world,
without the love from a boy friend,
I am still loved by them
I am still loving them
they want nothing from me
except the smile on my face.
I LOVE YOU as much as You love me.
the love to you will never fade
and it will certainly last forever.
Thank You for being there for me.
I am who I am today
because of YOU.
