lost...

Day by day...
there seems no end
to arrive
finishin line...

I smile loudly
jz only to show
how lonely Im
Heart ...
pain queitly

I laugh
but tears
are hidin
somewhere
waitin for me

somehow
it will come out
mockin my idiotiness
that owaz pretend
not to care
and
not to be sad

smile
is a protective layer
with bright color
yet,
carryin unknown hurt...

dream,
seems to be
farer and farer

I held out my hand
but no one catch me
I fell and never stand again

I had lost my dream
even
lostin...
Myself...

Im there Im
the only IM...