SpOiL MyseLf...

May be now still not the time to officially announce i have finally quitted my current job,but almost...hahaha.left one more day and it is like no more job! hehehe...
Since I had worked so hard for half year,and make myself mentally and physically tired,so it is ok if I spoil myself for sometimes.hiak hiak hiak...
I went shopping everywhere,and bought myself some clothes and some accessories.WHY NOT? I used to tell myself. Life is for enjoying not suffering..
If you want to get the matter of I wasted $1+++ on the shooting and get nothing feedback and asked me to be thriefty,I will definately tell you : NO CAN DO!
that will be an experience for me,and none other than that and I wont take any action on it!hahaha...
I went to saloon too,so surprise I will go! hahaha,maybe because of the advertisement! hahaha,and it cost me S$18. 3 in 1 package,including massaging,facial,and mask...By the way,did they massage for me? the promoter said 15minutes massaging,but I only experienced 15 seconds! OMG! So terribly different! =.= what's more,it is painful when they squeeze my face!!! hahaha,no more next time! I told myself.I will rather do it myself at home! hahaha...and I just want to share it here: DONT BELIEVE ON ADVERTISEMENT SO MUCH AS THEY NOT REALLY DO AS WHAT THEY ADVERTISED!
hahaha...anyway,this is my first time to go to saloon and it is quite nice experience.hahaha...
Now,going to shop more and relax more before I go back to study! hahaha...it is 6days to go and i am so excited! hahaha
see you soon!
have a nice day.
good luck!

poke,poking,poked

Dont feel funny when you happen to read this,hahaha.I just want to share something.
Poking is a very ordinary and very comman feature to those who play facebook.I am one of them,for sure.i always poke my friends back when they poked me,as a kind of greeting method i think.This is too general until I dont think it has anything special until the thing happened.
When you want to poke someone,there is no other way except you have to go to the owner's profile/wall and right below the profile picture there is a column written "Poke XXX".So,if someone poked you,that means he/she viewed your profile.hahaha(except if you poke him/her,and she/he pokes you back,then it will be not nessaccery)
When poking someone,there is for sure you view her/his profile includes all the status and posts,am I right? If not what for if the person goes to your profile just to poke you? that is really funny if there is this kind of people in this world.wahahaha.What's more,there is no such thing if someone said "I poked you carelessly~"because it cant be as when you are trying to poke somebody,then a bar/column will automatickly shown as to comfirm whether you really want to poke someone.hehehe,so this is done purposely~hahaha
When done poking,the people who has been poked will be notified by there is some words on the right hand side of the homepage of her/his facebook.She/he can choose either want to poke back or not.Sometimes,you can get annoyed if somebody keep poking you and as to show your politeness,you have to poke back.By the way,if it is a  poke from the loved one,it is kind of different.hahaha,I found this so funny,human only feel lovely to those they like and feel disgusting or get annoying to those they dislike.hehehe.anyway,I am abit regretted now,if I know this is the outcome you will give to me,I bet I will leave it in my profile,as a memory of ours,and as to show: you ever care of me,and visit my profile.
Thanks alot to let me know it so clearly.I wont doubt it anymore,and take care in your future.You will  be part in my memory forever.
good luck.
gambate o~

I thought...

I thought
you are the shaded tree under the sun;
I thought
you are the umbrella in the raining day;
I thought
you are the jacket in the wind;
I thought
you are the fire in the winter;

I thought
you understand
what i want to do and to be;

I thought
you will support
what ever decision I made;

I thought
you are the one
who help to find my dream in my losing path;

I thought
you are always the people
whom give me strength to continue;

I thought
you will stand by my side
when other doubts my judgement;

I thought
you are different from others on
how they think and view me;

I thought
you are not the type
which follow the traditional trend blindly;

I thought
you would not ask
why am I doing this as you understand;

I thought
you will give me protection
when others disagree with my actions and decisions;

I thought
you are the one
to give me the power to move on
when I have been tumbled down
by those failures and harmful gossipings

I thought
you are different from other,
as
I thought you understand
what your beloved girl wants
and what she keens to be...

I thought
there is always a warm place
for me in your heart
no matter how old I am

I thought,
I thought...
everything is just a THOUGHT?
and it did not come true..
it is just a piece of THOUGHT of MINE!

 It seems
I have to find a place to shed
a shell to protect myself from
all the disappointments that you given
so i can always believe that
you still love me

I dont get it...
why cant you understand,
i hate it
when you followed what they said;
as in you are not believing in my decision
and rather to trust them
those traditional of believings
it wont be succeeded
as we are given the minor opportunity

I will prove it to you
and to those who do not trust me
I can do it.

please remember,
your girl is getting bigger and stronger
yet,
she still need your love and supports
in order to success in her life

And,
please dont leave her alone
when she did mistakes and fall down
because
her stubborn
is heritating you...

This can simply prove that:
you are my papa,
I am your daughter...
our relationship will never end,
eventhough there is different ideas between us...
I still love you as i always do.