小小心意，大大爱

来了新加坡一个月多，因为现在的住家有跳蚤，所以睡觉时总是被咬，双手和双脚满是印痕。打电话回家时向爸妈投诉，他们也很心疼。
恰巧堂哥堂姐回古晋喝喜酒，所以家中两老特地买了药膏带过来给我，还和其他家人一起“传授”除蚤法门给我们。哈哈哈
ZAM BUK……我其实不是很确定它是不是真的有效，但是，
它是家人的心意，
他们的爱，
他们的关怀……

离家一个月多，
也会有遇到困难和问题的时候，
没有人可以诉说，
没有人会倾听，
没有人会给意见，
没有人会想知道……
累的时候，也没有人帮我按摩……
现在，这个药膏天天陪着我，
上班下班，
晴天雨天，

我都带着。
它是我现在的精神支柱，因为只要看到它，我就看到了满满的爱与希望……
一个父母对女儿的爱和期盼……
虽然只是很便宜的一罐药膏，但里面充满了爱和关怀。

它不只是药，也是心意和想念……
想说，因为有你们，所以我才能变得坚强，变得勇敢。就算遇到挫折，被骗，你们还是会在身旁……
你们的心意，放在心里。我爱你们……
愿所有人幸福快乐~

the shooting

I was going for the Imodals shooting this morning...finally...Actually I had not tell my parents about this yet,and only my brother and I knew about this,and he promised to lent me the amount needed after he went and understood the situation.By the way,when I was waiting for him this morning(he went back to Kuching and coming back this morning),he asked me to tell my daddy first.I was shocked because I dont want to tell my parents and anybody else about this first as I knew most of them will disagree with me,but I know this is the only way to let him borrowing me the money.hahaha.So I dared myself to call him and Of course, being his eldest daughter that lives with him for about 19 years,what I guess is exactly wont go wrong and it is definately right,I know my daddy will agree once he understand the things well,hahaha.He agreed and my brother is speechless,so he lend me the money i needed.hahaha.Anyway,thanks alot yea,Khong ko~hahaha.I will not forget you if I can earn alot from there,TQ>
After I get the money from him,I straight away went to the company.I spent half of my day over there,taking 10 different styles of pictures,tiring...
hahaha,however.the stylist and the cameraman are nice,and they treated me good.the stylist even told me how to change my bad habit---bad posture and my eyelid problem.hahaha.Thanks.and I will try to change my bad habits.hehehe.My image consultant even asked me am I hungry caused I went there for half day and did I eat.I was actually hungry but lie to him,cause very shame to say "yeah,hungry ah."hahaha.anyway,thanks for caring me.I know,there is always I am the one who being protected and being sayang by the people surrounding me.Just like what the cameraman said," I treat u better than others do.You should feel it right?" hahaha.I know and thanks.I know that,cause I know you kept trying to be humour with me when you see I am tire.Thanks.
I miss curry  a lot,so after the shoot I went to 85 cafe near my house to have the curry meal! hahaha,still,my mama and my aunty's curry is the best.hahaha,begin to miss it! hmm...
anyway,as what I can feel and I have to conclude it,there are alot of people who care and love me,I know it.Thank you for your care and love.But there is some times you have to let me fall and let me face the difficulties,what you have to do is stand aside,see me fall down and hold me on when I was tire and has no more strength.The experience will tell everything to me.
I love you all.thanks for being there for me.
have a nice day.
good luck.

disaster……

haiz..... I jz bought my new handphone for about one week only,but then it drops into water and now "shot shot"...Dont know wat should i do to rescue this situation...( heart broken)...hahaha.
Actually it doesn't fully dropped into the water because when it drop i took it out immediately,and when i checked there was also not much water.So,what is the problem? i  dont know...
I am thinking of send the phone back because it has one year warranty,but I dont know whether it can be use or not.If cant,then what should i do? Throw it? repair it? or anything else to do...
DONT KNOW...i really dont know... i have to wait for my brother to come back first and discuss with him.hahaha,so funny~
anyway,dont know why I feel tire for this life,maybe work too hard and have not enough rest.hahaha.who know...anyway,tomorrow will be my off day and I have some important event to do,hahaha.Hopefully it can work successfully.
anyway,have a nice day.
good luck.
gambate.