StuPidA

Alot of things happened these days,and I felt my health is in an alarm situation...why? I dont know.Went to visit doctor yesterday,the doctor told me maybe is the weather too hot,so I am sick.Anyway,she gave me medicines.OMG! 3 types! when I first ate the medicine,I straight away feel drowziness,arrhhh! so uncomfortable,and I went to sleep but still CANT SLEEP! I thought i was going to hit myself towards the wall and fainted,maybe it would be better.hahaha.
some more,I worked morning shift today -.-!!! so i did not dare to eat the medicine that can cause drowziness,just ate the other two,then you know what happen? The sickness symptoms gets away and for the medicine that I dint take,the sickness still there! arrhhh! I felt myself so stupid! hahaha
Before this,I was doing cashier work at my working place,when the time to count the sales,alamak! my colleage said I short $48.++ .How shock i was at that moment! was my mathematics not good enough,or I throw the money into the bin??? so many question marks in my mind but the money still couldn't be found.I did not care and I told them I will top up.The second day,I was sick...hahaha.Manager called me and asked me to rest if really could not work,and then she told me the money they counted wrongly,not my fault.hahaha.this proved that my math still ok~ lalala...
one more thing,hahaha.I felt I am really stupid! hahaha...
I actually finished my work at 6 o clock,but a strong feeling of missing him made me went to his working place to "peep" him! hahaha...I walked 20 minutes to go and see him.hahaha,but this is not reluctant.I am happy to see he is well at the new place,and I saw him playing with his colleage.His funny action made me felt nice,hahaha.At least I know,he can be quite well adapted to the new environment ^^ by the way,I miss him alot. for those who read this post,please "shhh"...hahaha.
I am stupid rite? my supervisor gave me 1 hour earlier to go back to rest but I spent the time to go visit him silently.hahaha.
I think I will become more and more stupid,if I continue my life like this.hahaha.I am tired,want to go home...
here seems nothing for me to have a reason to stay anymore...I do not want to bring back my broken heart,and mending it at home.I am very sorry to bring confusion to him,and sorry for bringing any inconvenience to anyone,but I am not regret,and will not regret for telling the truth.
Anyway,as I predicted the outcome,I should also have some handling methods too! hahaha,however until tis second,I still cant think of any solution to solve this problem that I brought up~ hahaha.just let it be then,everything willl be fine^^
Now I am waiting for my JPA result.Whether can I get it or not,I still have to search for some other sources of scholarhips,just in case I cant get this,hahaha.
Where will I be in next 2 months,I dont know.I just hope everything will go on smoothly,and the stupid bad luck is away from me! hahaha.
hmm...these are some stupid things that I had done these days.hahaha.by the way,I DONT WANT TO BE MORE STUPID anymore! hahaha
good luck!
gambate and have a nice day^^